yap #5


it’s the way i use music as a way to escape and i only realised it when i heard someone that i accidentally hurt’s voice. 

it’s why when i don’t bring my headphones i will freak out. 

it’s why i keep the volume the loudest so that i don’t have to bother people with my voice. 

it’s why you’d never see me without my headphones except on days where the exam is quran.


but at what cost?


my worsening memory? or the fact that it has always been terrible at remembering details and listening to music makes it worse?

my hearing? terrible enough. 

what’s the point anyway? lmao.

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