so apparently i’ve been manifesting the negativity in my life? because whatever thoughts i had that’s negative, it will become who you are by your cells or something like that?
the more you know, am i right?
that’s something i found out about talking to my bro to be fair. he’s taking a course about sports psychology for his work or something and he just shared it to me. it’s fun hearing him talk about it, gives me more knowledge and a small way to blackmail him lol.
because of what he said though, i’ve been trying (keyword being trying) to have a positive outlook in my life. it’s hard when you feel like you’re being purposefully ignored and stranded by everyone, because everyone has a friend and you don’t. being an introvert with a loud voice doesn’t really help as well. lol.
i’m supposed to study for tafsir but i don’t really want to lmao. it’s not a fun subject anymore because apparently ustaz expects us to hafal word by word when before this with ustazah she’d allow us to paraphrase and that’s how i’ve been getting جيد جدا lor. with more hafalan i get only مقبول because i’m not actually good at hafalan. hahaha.
and geo… i’m pretty sure i’m the one who got 8/35 bcs i gen didn’t study at all for geo and even if i did, i focused too much on tectonics and not GEL or tourism when tectonics is for paper 2. hahaha. pls doakan me because if then i’m cooked.
this is not going to be as dark as my first few because it’s not entirely dark emo me, so yeah. just a true yap because if nobody realised, i’m not actually someone to talk about how i feel a lot. like sure, i’ll tell you what i experienced and it’s always either good or bad, but what i truly felt about a situation? nope, i’m actually yeeting myself out of that. lol.
okay gotta work gotta make that money make purse bai
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